Letter of Love to the love of my life Katherine Dagmar Skinas

My Dearest Kate,

It has been far too long since I have written to you and shared what is in my heart. In that time, much has happened and yet I feel as if life has stood still. Without you, I am not truly living. Without you I am just waiting. Waiting to learn the right lessons, to build the right life, or for the sky to open up and the right moment to be showered upon me. I’m writing to you because I know that waiting is no longer the answer, and hope that action is the medicine needed right now.

I do not want to live life without you. My destiny may be full of many things, but above all else I believe it is to be together with you. It was to find you. Then to love you. Eventually, no matter how painful, it was to lose you. But in the end, I know in the deepest part of my heart, that destiny brings us back together.

I do not want to wait until that end comes so late that we are robbed of more shared joys. Patience may be my virtue, but I have had to learn how to go for what I want in this life. What I want above all else is to be with you.

Without you, I am alone. No matter the wonderful friends, caring relationships, and supportive communities that surround me…I am ultimately alone without you by my side on this path of life. And in learning to honor my own wants and desires I have come to clearly know in my soul that I want you above all else. I want to love and support you, to share all of me with you, and to build whatever WE want in this life.

Einstein said, “I want to know God’s thoughts, the rest are details.” I simply want to be with you, the rest are details.

I hope that you hear these words at the perfect time, for as you say, timing is everything.

I love you. I have learned to be more free with those words, telling them more easily to the people I care about. But when I say that I love you Kate, these words are mere placeholders for the limitless….I literally pause, and I am at a loss for words to describe all that you mean to me.

I fear that you don’t fully trust me, that you feel you’ve given me a chance already. I pray and beg that you give me another, for nothing will give me more joy than to spend the rest of my life earning your love each and every day.

Will you take my hand Kate? Will you walk with me. Will you open your heart once more so that I can give you all that I am?

You may say that you have changed, but so have I. You may think that I don’t even know who you have become, but I know who you are at the core. You may feel that life is too busy and this is all too much, but that will always be the case and there is no time like the present.

So here I am taking a leap. You don’t need to catch me…just jump with me and let’s fly. Let us soar like eagles on the wind of true love far beyond the horizon of our wildest dreams.

Fly with me mi amor.

I love you ❤️ forever and ever.
– Nico Secunda.